Lately

Everything has been pretty much perfect! And it's kinda been surreal you know?? I mean, I enjoy myself at sissys, doing something active pretty much every day and watching movies every night. I get a BOYFRIEND, *was that the 30th?* and we're planning on moving in together this month! Then I get home and my big sister has her baby shower, she got a lot of cool baby stuff, but I've yet to give her what I really wanted to get her. I think that I'll have to put that off for a while because I need all my money to make sure I can get that apartment o.O Anyway, the next day is floating on the river with the family and then watching a movie while attempting to talk to my boyfriend who is doing random what-nots. I'm pretty sure he was watching a movie too, lol. Anyway, now I'm ready to make a serious apartment choice *with my aunts help* and get ready to start packing my shit.

Here's my problem. Roxas. I love my boy so so much and it would just break my heart to have to send him to the pound. He's a sweet boy and most people wouldn't know it. He has terrible separation anxiety when mom, dad n' I aren't around, so moving him to someone else's home would devastate him. I want to take him with me soooo so bad!! But he's about 80lbs and that's over the weight limit for most apartments. I know it's an added responsibility, but I REALLY want to keep him in the family, and no one wants him because he can be so hyper, and he's definitely a people dog, you can't leave him outside alone for long at all before he starts yapping and destroying the door trying to get inside. I'm just scared because we need to get out of that apartment soon...my poor baby dog....

I hope and pray that something will allow me to keep him. I understand it's a new responsibility and I have to spend more money a month to feed my living security system, but I just....I really don't know what else to do with him.

Well I'm assuming since it's nearly 1:30pm I should get out of bed, lol. I'll call apartments later today or tomorrow and try to negotiate letting my dog come with me *sigh*