Thursday, April 2, 2009

Long and Drawn Out....

So nothing REALLY has changed since my last blog, but I did go to sissy's where we layed around the house all day watching anime, lol. I fell in love with Vampire Knight and decided to dress up as a Night Class Student from Cross Academy for Sakura-Con which I NEED to start making nowwwwwwwwwww >_<

But I guess I'm writing to tell of my stupid father rummaging thru my crap. Ya, he went into my room, into my closet and opened my closed and somewhat locked locker looking for scrap change to exchange for booze. On his crusade he happened to find my relatively unopened and unused under the bed bondage kit which I got like a year ago thanx to sissy *gift card!!*

I guess it's my fault that I just threw it in my locker on the bottom shelf and didn't "hide" it properly, but it was the only place to put it while Carl n' his family were in my room that I KNOW they wouldn't open. Hence my locker was shut and had my ID wrapped around the damn handles.

Since he dared rummage thru my locker, that makes me sure that he went thru the cupboard next to my bed *which has my ICP necklace wrapped around ALL the handles* and found my vibrator too which I DID hide in a bag in the back of my locker on the bottom shelf, but took it out when I moved back in with my dad *before he was sent away that is >.>* damn it >_<

ANYWAY, I've found some AMAZING Vampire Knight art and I REALLY wanna try making some, also making some chibi's of the Ouran High School Host Club, especially the Hitachiin Twins!!!!!!!!!! <33333333333333333333333333333333 And of course the amazing Tamaki Suou! But I've been kind of...out drawn lately...even with the new inspiration to make some awesome work...I just feel...drained...

I also want to write some more fanfics!! I haven't written any in years!! I feel rusty, but I KNOW I can still do better then some of the crap I attempted to read today!! It makes me think, "Hey! I should write a story and then turn it into a doujinshi!!" But a solo project like that is so time consuming, and with my lack of true inspiriation *instead of spikes of interest* and nothing to keep me going makes me hesitate. The drawings are definitely possible, and the drafts or or raw versions of fanfics are easy, but a whole doujin!? I'd need atleast ONE person telling me all the time that it needs to be done!!

Anyway, I going to finish watching Family Guy and read sum more doujin/fanfics.

Love!

P.S. I'll check in right before Sakura-Con to put down some pre-con feelings and jitters!!

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