Do you ever find yourself wondering about how much we take for granted in life, and then wonder how to fix it but not really do anything about it? Do you ever find that we take life in general for granted??
Anyway...So continues with the BS of my life. Dad didn't get drunk and kill himself yesterday, like he called at 2AM and threatened to do. No he ended up calling the cops on himself and getting sent to the hospital. But not just any hospital, oh no. The mental hospital. That's right...I mean, how drunk do you have to be before they stick you in a mental institute!?!? *sigh* So I'm here alone in this apartment with my faithful Roxas, playing Call of Duty and trying to forget that someone I hope to call is ACTUALLY going to call me.
It's times like this when I wish I had a boyfriend that could come over and cuddle with me all night long, so I wouldn't have to be here alone...Where is that person when I need him damn it!? Stupid boys who never have minutes >_< They call you the next day, making you think that they're all interested in you, and then you can't get a hold of them again for another week!! Damn it, is this all boys?? Or just ones that I seem to like?? o.O
Anyway...(T_T) Not that I mind being alone, I mean, mom did come over and offer to take me to my aunts for the night. I refused. I still need my time alone. Not to mention I have to comtemplate if I should really drive my dad back to North Dakota when he gets out in a few days...He gurantees a way for me to get home, by plane, or train, or bus or something like that...but I'm kinda scared to drive all the way there. That's like a 14 hour trip! Granted that most of it is High Way, so it won't be so bad. Mom thinks it's not a bad idea, since I'm not doing anything right now...I don't know...
Anyway, my Birthday is in a couple of months, I think that I'll put up some kind of random wish list. Right now all I'm sure I want is enough money to go to Sakura-Con in April...
Hmmm, maybe I should've gone back to lesa's....I'm so behind on my college crap it's not even funny. I think I'll just wing it instead of taking it to Mr. Bissell or Mrs. Ard. I think I'll send all my stuff in before Sakura Con on April 10th. That's what I'll shoot for.
*sigh* I'm so bored...I think I'm done for now. Oh!! And my baby dragon hatched, I'm so happy =^^= I'm gonna go gets him a girlfriend =^^=
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